Table of Contents

PART I

A Brief Introduction... To This Humble To God Soul's Awesome Miracles... Of Spiritual Visitations... From Her Beloved Departed Souls... Blissfully Happy... In Their Eternal Afterlives... As Indisputable Proof To Her... That Life Does Go Vibrantly... And Youthfully On... Even After One's Physical Death... At An Old Age...!

Chapter 1
This SUBUD Soul... First As Laura... Then Becoming Muftiah... Experiences A Series... Of Very Unusual... Spiritual Visitations...!

PART II

Further Indisputable Proof... Of The Very Real... Joyously Glorious... Eternal Afterlife...!

Chapter 1
Three Unknown... SUBUD Regional Helpers... SUBUD Brother... Harris Boebel... and SUBUD Sisters... Rosario Neira... and Aneesah Hassani... Visit From Texas... While Tzi-Tzi Darling’s Contessa Mother's Spirit... Has Been Invading Her Body... For The Past Ten Days...!

Chapter 2
A Most Extraordinary Spiritual Event... Experienced By The Three SUBUD Sisters... Meeting Each Other... For The Very First Time... Two Of Whom... Are SUBUD Regional Helpers... When The Spirit... Of Tzi-Tzi Darling's Contessa Mother... Asks Permission... Via Psychic Rosario... To Worship Almighty God... In The Latihan... Together With Her...!

PART III

First As Grazia... In Her Fifth Year In SUBUD... Then As Laura... In Her Tenth... Then Thirteenth Year In SUBUD... Experiences Some Quite Amazing Close Encounters... Of The Spiritual Kind... With Her Adored/Feared... Authoritarian Patriarch... Theodore "Papa" Rau...!

Chapter 1
Papa Rau Contacts His Secretly “Darling Nadia” ... Out Of The Blue... After Fifteen Years... Of Total Non-Communication... Between Them... Because Of Two Gross Betrayals... By Him... Towards Her...!

Chapter 2
Papa Rau And His “Darling Nadia”... Enjoy Three Years... Of A Loving Relationship... Through Regular Correspondence... With Each Other... Leading To His Interest... To Become Gloriously... Inwardly “Opened”... And “Awakened...” ... Into The Miracle Of SUBUD...!

Chapter 3
Papa Rau Reminds His “Darling Nadia”... How She Proved... The Christian Science Principle... Of Mind Over Matter... To Her Doubting Brother... Remo... Who... Very Impressed... Invites Her To Become His Jazz Singer... In His Band... Ray Randon And His Hep Cats...!

Chapter 4
Grace’s Sudden... Final Disenchantment... With Christian Science... Even Though... In The Depths Of Despair... About To Commit Suicide... When She Was Only Thirteen... It Miraculously Saved Her Life...!

Chapter 5
Praise Be To God... When Her Papa Theodore Rau... Asks To Be “Opened...”... Into SUBUD... His “Darling Nadia”... Immediately Contacts SUBUD New York... But Alas... To No Avail...!

Chapter 6
True Evidence... Of The Power... Of The Latihan... Of SUBUD... Activated By The Great Holy Life Force... Of Almighty God...!

Chapter 7
Hallelujah...! ... Papa Rau... Finally Gets Gloriously “Opened...” ... Albeit Posthumously... Through His “Darling Nadia”...!!!

Chapter 8
Grazia Waits And Waits... In Vain... Then... As Laura... Finally Has A Wonderful "Heavenly Visitation"... From Her Beloved Papa... Five Years Later...!

Chapter 9
Papa's Darling Nadia... Reflects Back Upon Her Life... With Her Adored... Yet Feared Papa... With Some Of The Memories Happy... But Most Of Them... Full Of Nervous Apprehension...!

Chapter 10
About Two Years Later... Laura Has Another "Heavenly Visitation"... From Her Beloved Papa... Only This Time... Witnessed By Her Santa Cruz California... SUBUD Brothers And Sisters...!

PART IV

Part IV
Muftiah's Close Encounters... Of The Spiritual Kind... Describing Seven Incredible Days And Nights... Of Heavenly Visitations... From A Number Of Dearly Departed Souls... Including her Beloved Soul Mate Richard... And Even From Her Creator... Her Beloved Heavenly Father... Allah Almighty God...!

Chapter 1
On The First Remarkable Visitation Day... Of Seven... Muftiah Is Joyfully Reunited... With Her Beloved Soul Mate... Richard... Sent Down To Her... On Earth... From SUBUD Heaven... By Her Beloved Heavenly Father... Allah Almighty God... On A Very Special Mission...!

Chapter 2
On The Second Visitation Day... As Promised... Richard Comes Back... To His Beloved Soul Mate... But This Time... He Becomes A Catalyst... For Her Deepest... Darkest... Most Painful... And Shameful Confessions...!

Chapter 3
The Most Frightening Day... By Far... In An Ultra Sensitive... And Innocent... Seventeen Year Old Virgin's Life... When She Is Subjected... To A Most Brutal... Violent Sexual Assault... By A Handsome Young German... Prisoner-of-War...!

Chapter 4
This Soul's Lifelong... Guardian Angel Friend... To Her Utter Amazement... Reveals Her Fifty Years Of Deep Seated... Sexual Trauma... To Her...! Then Informs Her... She Is Now Purified... Of Its Terrible Affliction...! Then Lets Her Feel Sexual Arousal... For The Very First Time... In Her Life...!

Chapter 5
This Trembling With Fear Soul... Must Confront... And Overcome... The Most Terrible Experiences... Of Her Life... Starting With Her Devastatingly Shameful... And Utterly Helpless... Babyhood Sexual Abuse... The Horrible Memory Of Which... Her Merciful... Loving Heavenly Father... Had Removed From Her... When She Was About Seven Years Old...!

Chapter 6
Odd-looking... Tall For Her Age... Little Sera-chan’s Two And A Half Year Old Body... Is Sold... By Her Succession Of Amahs... To Be Viewed... In The Village Of “Kutsukake”...! (Put On Your Shoes)

Chapter 7
Little Sera-chan... Who Can Easily Recall... Her Last Incarnation... As A Nipponese... Is Slowly... And Cleverly Brainwashed... Into Believing... That She Is Still Nipponese... And Just Like The Greatly Admired Geisha... Born To Be A “Koi Mega-mi...” (Love Goddess)... In This Lifetime...!

Chapter 8
The Magical Day... Finally Comes... When Little Sera-chan... Earns The “Meiyo” ... To Go Behind The Mysterious “Maku”... And She Is So Happy... To Be So Greatly Honored...!

Chapter 9
Little Sera-chan Is In... For The Shock... Of Her Very Young Life... When She Finds Out... What Being A “Koi Mega-mi” ... Really Means...!

Chapter 10
The Frightening Daiku-sans... With Their Muscles Bulging... Begin To Give Their Helpless Little "Chiisai Hadaka No Koi Mega-mi"... (Little Naked Love Goddess)... "Shisatsu" (Inspection)... In The Back "Heyas" (Rooms)... Of One "Mura No Kojo" (Village Shop)... After Another...!

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Chapter 11
News About The Little “Koi Mega-mi”... Spreading Quickly... Brings Even More Coarser... And Cruder Daiku-sans... To The "Mura No Kojos"... Who First Slash... At The "Sozobutzu"... (Odd Creature) ... With Their Sharp Glittering Knives... Curious To See... Whether Her Blood Flows... As Red As Theirs Does...! Then After Inserting Various Foods... Into Her "O-shiri"... Dig Them Out... With Their Hot Tongues... And Eat Them...!

Chapter 12
The Daiku-sans... Becoming Sexually Aroused... Perform “Shitsu” (Fornication)... Unabashedly Copulating... With Her Amah... On The Tatami... Right In Front of Terrified Little Sera-chan...!

Chapter 13
Little Tzi-tzi... By The Age Of Four... Thinks... At Times... Of Trying To Get Help... From Her Adored Mummie... Or Adored Older Sister... Prima... But Feels Too Intimidated... By Her Village Amahs... And Ashamed To...!

Chapter 14
Little Sera-chan... Gets An Education... About The Female Anatomy... From Her Very Favorite... And Last City Amah... Suzuki...!

Chapter 15
Suzuki Forces Little Sera-chan... To Go And See Gory Samurai Movies... With Her... For Her “Nippon No Sozoku Zaisan” (Japanese Heritage) ...!

Chapter 16
Helpless Little Sera-chan... Is Forced By Her Village Amahs... To "Shu-shu"... In Public...!

Chapter 17
The Unusually Strange... Dual Psyche... Of Nipponese Little Sera-chan... Who Is Drawn... To Go To The “Nippon No Shinden” (Japanese Temple) ... To Dance... At Night...! Then Coming Home... And Going To Sleep... Is Transformed... To European Tzi-Tzi/Nadia... Who Goes For A Nocturnal Visit... To Her True Home... Heaven... Every Night...!

Chapter 18
This Four Year Old Soul... Meets Her Guardian Angel... For The Very First Time... Who Helps Her To Escape... From Her Would-be Kidnapper... For The Oriental Sex Slave Trade... And Her Terrifying Years Of Sexual Abuse... Soon After... Come To An Abrupt End... With Daily Ballet Lessons...!

Chapter 19
This Soul’s Life-long... Incurred Shameful Karma... Relating To All Areas... Of The Sexual Female...!

Chapter 20
“O-Shiri” ... Versus “Ushiro...”!

Chapter 21
Muftiah... Finally Reaching The End... Of Her Disgusting Confession... About Her Terrifying... Babyhood Sexual Abuse... And Even Being Made To Admit... How Some Of It... Gave Her Moments Of Pleasure... Is Delighted To Hear... That Her Beloved Richard... Still Loves Her...!

Chapter 22
This Soul's Recurring... "Marriage Bed" Dream...!

Chapter 23
A Most Unexpected Visitation... From Muftiah's Dear Mother-in-law... Jasie... Who Is Sent Down To Her... From Heaven By God... On A Very Special Mission... That Very Dawn...!

Chapter 24
On The Third Visitation Day... Her Beloved Soul Mate... Richard... Brings With Him... Her Precious Dog... Brady... And Her Ex Husband Rene...!

Chapter 25
An Amusing Story About The Three Choices... Of A Sinner... In Hell...!

Chapter 26
Her Beloved Catalyst... Richard... Awakens Her Deep Remorse... Of The Times... She Willfully Disobeyed... Her Perfect God-Given Guidance... Conveyed By Her Guardian Angel... After Which... Finally Fed Up With Her... Almighty God... Paralyzed Her Whole Being... Not Just Once... But Twice... Whilst Expressing His Great Displeasure In Her...!

Chapter 27
This Deeply Remorseful Soul... Is Made To Confront... And Confess... Her Very Worst Sin Of All... That Of "Murdering" Her Precious... Baby Son... Marco... Whose Noble Soul... She Had Felt... Entering Her Twenty-Two Year Old Body... On The Holy Night... Of Christmas Eve...!!!

Chapter 28
The Most Incredible... Spiritual Visitation... Of Her Life... When Marco... Her Beloved Son... Comes Down From Heaven... To Lovingly... And Forgivingly... Serenade... His Murderous Mother... With His Violin...!

Chapter 29
The Existing... Raging Controversy... Regarding One Of The Greatest Sins... In The Eyes Of God... Namely Abortions...!

Chapter 30
On The Fourth Visitation Day... Farlan Becomes A Witness... To Muftiah's Incredibly Wonderful... And Awesome Spiritual Happening...!

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Chapter 30
Jasie’s First Two Visitations... To Her Daughter-in-Law/SUBUD Sister... Muftiah... Right After Her Passing... Into The Glorious Bliss... Of Her Eternal Afterlife...!

Chapter 31
Reverend John Hearty... Confesses His Long Standing... Secret Love... For His Daughter-In-Law... Muftiah...! ... And Duly Gets “Re-Opened...” ... Through Her... At The Command... Of An Angel Of God...!

Chapter 32
Newly Sexually Awakened Muftiah... Is Ardently Romanced... By Her "Re-Opened..." Father-In-Law... Reverend John Hearty...!

Chapter 33
John Undergoes A Very Intense... Sexual Purification Process... Of “It Must Out...”! ... Which Muftiah... In Delicate Health... Is Soon Unable... To Deal With...!

Chapter 34
The Very Unique Relationship... Both Inner... And Outer... Between Muftiah... And Her Dear Mother-In-Law/SUBUD Sister... Jasie... Which Almighty God... Abruptly Intercepts... Time And Time Again...!

Chapter 35
Muftiah Has A Very Enlightening Dream... About Reverend John Hearty... And Jesus...!

Chapter 36
John Tells His Beloved Muftiah... In A Dream... That He Will Be Carrying Her Up To Heaven... On His Back...!

Chapter 37
Early Dawn Of The Third Visitation Day... With Her Beloved Soul Mate Richard... By Her Side... Muftiah Is Blessed... By A Most Extraordinary... Heavenly Experience... With Her Beloved Heavenly Father... Allah Almighty God...!

Chapter 38
The Very First Time... This Soul... As Miserably Unhappy... Suicidal Grazia... Hears Her Beloved Heavenly Father’s Voice... Outside Herself... It Is In Wrathful Anger...!

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