FOR FACEBOOK & FACEBOOK_LOG FEB. 25TH 2010

From BAPAK: DAILY LIFE (continued):

With the growth of SUBUD... it may be that the passions and emotions... which are now hanging in the air... all over the world... will lessen and lessen... until gradually... with the Grace of GOD... with the Awakening... and the Growth of the Jiwa... when many more people... start to Worship... and to Follow the Latihan Kejiwaan... then the tremendous pressure of the passions of men - which is pressing on the world... and has made it as it is now - will lessen altogether...

This why Bapak has been pushing you... and specially the Helpers... to be more aware... more conscious... of what it is we are doing...

DAVID MICHAEL ANTONO... YASMINE SUBUD... DHEYANA SHARMA-KUMAR... REENTO JOYO ASMORO KINGKIN... & £????? ?????F... like this...

From JASMINE...: salam grandma,salam and so mr Farlan made the stories in subud stories, would i get any password for editing to increase the word? thanks very much fo mr Farlan who made it for me, and also my grandma. would you like to send me big hug of jiwa again, like first time i contacted with you? because i really miss that

To YASMINE...:

My Sweet Yasmine... salam to you too... Your loving grandmother Muftiah's Jiwa is always close to you... forever linked... Jiwa to Jiwa...

Have been very busy working on FACEBOOK_LOG

http://subudstories.info/FACEBOOK_LOG.html

so that you... and all of Muftiah's dear SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... from all over the SUBUD World... can read everything... in their own languages...

Check out the special chat window Farlan made specially for Jasmine and Muftiah... Jiwa to Jiwa... isn't it wonderful...?

Farlan will let you know about your password... Have also been working on your very interesting and wonderful stories of Spiritual experiences... correcting words... so that they can be translated...

I love the beautiful pictures Farlan enhanced... of yourself for you... one looks as if you are longing to go home to SUBUD Heaven... and the other one... is so lovely... with the SUBUD symbol... behind you... Farlan also made a very nice one... with the SUBUD symbol... for his SUBUD Brother... Lutfi Ornulati...

Farlan says if you have any more pictures of yourself... please send them to him...

Check out his photos of our adorable SUBUD cats... we now have about 30 of them... happily living here... on the three acre estate of very peaceful... Angel Protected... Little Cilandak... which was supposed to become a retirement haven... for our dear SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... in their Golden Years...

Muftiah loves her Sweet Yasmine very much... and sends her lots of Big Hugs and Kisses...

FOR FACEBOOK & FACEBOOK_LOG FEB. 24TH 2010

From BAPAK: DAILY LIFE (continued):

It is the movements in the Latihan... which reflect the quality... of a person's Jiwa... It is the Jiwa... which properly guides the passions... the nafsu...

You must use the nafsu... for instance... when you want to build a house... but the nafsu must not control you...

You can now begin to see the nafsu... for instance... the "nafsu aluamah"... It appears as a huge being... like a black giant with curly hair... (It was mentioned that by now... some of us are capable of seeing certain kinds of nafsu... For instance... when someone is speaking very angrily... a dark shape may be seen to issue from their mouth...)

£????? ?????F and YASMINE SUBUD like this.

To £??????????F

Thank you for all your favorable Comments... and for being Muftiah's Friend...

When Muftiah transfers all her communications with her dear SUBUD Brothers & Sisters... from Facebook to FACEBOOK_LOG... website... (see today's info re Link) so that they can read everything in their own languages... your name comes up like this: £??????????F... and not like: £????? ?????F

I hope it is OK with you? Love Jiwa to Jiwa... Muftiah...

From £????? ?????F...: Hehe...thank you for your info about subud link and my new name... maybe next time i will make this name...hehe.. About subud, because i love Allah, i love Bapak, and i love all my subud family... And sorry if my english is not good...hehe..

This Link is to FACEBOOK_LOG... WHERE YOU WILL FIND ALL COMMUNICATIONS BETWEEN MUFTIAH... AND HER SUBUD BROTHERS & SISTERS... AND FRIENDS...

WITH A GOOGLE TRANSLATION GADGET... SO THAT EVERYONE CAN READ EVERYTHING... IN THEIR OWN LANGUAGES...

A Daily Log Of Muftiah's Contacts With All Her International SUBUD Brothers & Sisters Hosted by

http subudstories.info

PRAISE ALLAH ALMIGHTY GOD... Our Beloved SUBUD Father BAPAK said...: "There are no secrets in SUBUD..." So here you will find all honest... open communications... between this soul... and her dear SUBUD Brothers & Sisters...

DHEYANA SHARMA-KUMAR... MARDIAH/ANA VICTORIA AGUIRRE... and YASMINE SUBUD like this...

From YASMINE SUBUD...:

yes,grandma i read slowly about subud stories. Bapak about ... all received, and surrendered to deeper understanding.

From YASMINE...:

How many nafsu about? grandma. i ever hear nafsu aluamah, and... would you like to mention about nafsu? i do love to read, and i translated and saved as my plashdisk.

FOR FACEBOOK & FACEBOOK_LOG FEB. 23RD 2010

From BAPAK - DAILY LIFE (continued)

You should have more discipline... be more punctual... You achieve self-discipline through fasting...

There are five things you should particularly avoid:

Do not fear - to fear anything means that you lack faith in God...

Do not gossip... Do not criticize... Do not feel superior socially... Do not feel superior spiritually...

There are three things that you should particularly remember:

SABAR (Patience) : That you are quiet... until your time comes...

TAWAKKAL (Resignation... Trust in God... That you accept trouble with quietness... accept your situation without grumbling...

ICHLAS (Sincerity) : That you accept quietly... and with gratitude... whatever befalls you...

JUAN DAVID LEANO LOPEZ... £??????????F & JASMINE SUBUD... like this...

From: JASMINE SUBUD...:

alhamdulilah,insyaalloh.that Bapak advice for me too. thank you very much i take these wonderful words,and remind myself always. i surrender everything to God Almighty. every time try to sabar, tawakal and iklas, and sure not feel to be superior socially... try not to be afraid. everything i'll take in view of love from God Almigthy infinite.

maybe this time i feel worry, about my sister's problem and she was ill, only can pray for her.

And grandma can feel that contact about my worry. Thanks with love from your granddaughter...

From DHEYANA...:

My darling Sister Muftiah, below is the Nature of GOD, told by Bapak, most loving, most merciful Father in Heaven...

Nature Of God....

God exists, which means He exists without being brought into existence, but He exists because of Himself.

God has power but is not subject to power. He does not perish or change.

He was before anything else came into existence and He will be after everything else has passed away...

He sees, understands, hears, smells, speaks and feels without any instrument or accessory.

He knows what has not yet happened, just as He knows all that has happened...

He is subtler than the finest, and coarser than the coarsest. He gives, but to Him nothing can be given; He Wills but cannot be willed.

He is formless and not bound by location, which means He dwells in no particular place, because His power envelopes everything that He has created. God has no race or language...

To DHEYANA...:

Amen... my Dearest Dheyana... Amen... Thank you so much for sharing this wonderful Revelation from Bapak... with everybody on Facebook... which is timeless... and eternal...

May Almighty God Continue to Bless you... and your Blessed SUBUD Life...

JASMINE SUBUD... DHEYANA SHARMA-KUMAR... £????? ?????F... BOIM ABY JASMINE... ASEP ALIMUDIN... & MARDIAH/ANA VICTORIA AGUIRRE...

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From: MOHAMAD JESUS SIDHARTA...:

See you in Heaven my dearest sister Muftiah.

May GOD always Guide us to surrender to HIS OWN WILL, not to our own EGO.

I LOVE YOU ALL........

I

Insyallah... Hallelujah... Alhamdulliah om santi... santi... amitaba............. ...

To: ICHIRO NAKAMURA...:

Omedeto-gozaimasu... takai SUBUD kyodai... Ichiro... Dozo yomu Muftiah jiyuna no shomotsu... "From The Shadow...Of The Rising Sun" ... watakushi no ju toshi seicho suru ue no ni Nippon 1930's...

www.subudstories.info

ENGLISH TRANSLATION:

Happy Birthday... dear SUBUD Brother... Ichiro... Please read Muftiah's free of charge book... "From The Shadow... Of The Rising Sun"... about my ten years of growing up in Japan in the 1930's...

FOR FACEBOOK & FACEBOOK_LOG ON FEB. 16TH 2010

This is in homage to a most extraordinary soul... John W. Hearty... Dougie/Farlan's father... since he was 4 years old... and my dear father-in-law... and SUBUD Brother... since 1975... who passed away peacefully in his sleep... in hospital... at exactly 4 a.m. yesterday...

First he served his country... for many years... getting wounded... and surviving World War II... and both the Korean and Vietnam Wars...

Then... as he lay dying of fatal Hepatitis... in an Army Hospital in Japan... he made a solemn Pact with God... just as his newly "Opened" wife... Jasie... came to visit him... was "Opened" through her... and Miraculously Cured... as promised... left the Army... and spent the next 45 years in sincere devotion... faithfully serving Him... as a caring for his fellow man... Methodist Minister...

Let us all surrender this noble soul... our SUBUD Brother... Reverend John Hearty... to his Creator... Almighty God... during our next Latihan Kejiwaan...

From FARLAN HATELEY:

Thank You Muftiah. That was very nice of you to remember John.

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From ARIF HIMAWAN:

All the way is love... God love... God bless for you mom..

To KRISTINA WULANDARI:

Please become Muftiah's Friend... you sweet sweet SUBUD soul...

All my Jiwa to Jiwa Love for you... Your SUBUD sister... Muftiah

Between DHEYANA SHARMA-KUMAR & MUFTIAH... Feb 16th to 24th 2010

From DHEYANA...: Feb 16th 2010

Hi Muftiah..my name is Dheyana. My hubby and i have been in subud for almost 25 years now;).. we feel so blessed.

I would be so happy if you would add me as your friend.. and i'm interested in reading your book... could i get it from SPI UK? Love, Dheyana

To DHEYANA...:

Dear SUBUD Sister Dheyana... would be honored to have you as my Facebook Friend...

The SUBUD Stories website... was requested by our Beloved Bapak... to be set up... during his many Visitations to his daughter Muftiah... to dictate important messages to her for suffering... bewildered and frightened mankind... in this ever increasing violent world of ours... so that his SUBUD children... could share their Spiritual experiences... to prove that SUBUD is real...

Read through all her Pages... where Bapak is still monitoring her writing... every day...

For now... all you need to do is go to www.subudstories.info for members' SUBUD stories... and pewarta.us for all of Bapaks Talks from 1957 to 1987... with a long List of certain important Subject Matters... extracted verbatim from Bapak's Talks... for easy access... painstakingly compiled by my beloved husband... genius and computer expert Farlan...

Am very happy that you are interested to read my epic book "Shadow"... begun way back in the early 50's in South Africa... when I saw... in a newsreel... the heartbreaking sight of my beloved ship "Klipfontein"... which had carried its passengers safely through very dangerous waters... in the war year of 1941... sinking off the coast of Africa...

"MIRACOLO" is also finished... describing times... when I was my Heavenly Father's channel for Divine Healing... and Part I of "Seven Hells" ... and Parts I - 3 of "Heavenly Visitations" ... can also be read...

Happy reading... dear Dheyana... and let me know your impressions... Love in SUBUD... Jiwa to Jiwa... Muftiah...

P.S. Also check out the newly established FACEBOOK_LOG... where everything between yours truly and her dear SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... is featured.. as Bapak said... there are no secrets in SUBUD...

From DHEYANA...: Feb 18 at 6:24am

thank you sister Muftiah;)) i will look into it and i love reading other peoples experiences...i have had and am still going through my own experiences. They are all guidance and a healing of my inner self in the process of reaching my outer self as the Subud Symbol symbolizes, and i have come to understand it through visions, guidance and Bapak's talks.

i hope to God Willing meet you one day! Love & Light, Dheyana xxx

To

DHEYANA...:

Dearest Sister Dheyana... am so deeply touched by what you wrote on my Page... so nice to see how a devoted soul to God... like your lovely self... expresses her SUBUD self... so truthfully... and so beautifully...

God Bless you for your openness and honesty... for you truly know the Meaning of SUBUD... and its Process...

Why don't you just simply write everything down... and share it on www.subudstories.info as Bapak wants all his SUBUD children to do... you will have your very own Page... and Farlan will design it for you... exactly as you would like it to be...

In all probability... we shall meet each other in SUBUD Heaven... which I have Been Allowed to Visit... over the past few years... very Light and Beautiful... Even met Ingrid Bergman there... after first meeting her in Hollywood in 1942...!

I shall be looking out for you... and we will be able to hug... then Latihan together... in Praise of Allah Almighty God... God Willing...

With all of Muftiah's Jiwa to Jiwa Love for her very dear Dheyana...

From DHEYANA... Feb 18 at 4:24pm...:

You are a truly blessed soul sister Muftiah, to be given the gift of visiting SUBUD heaven;)) But before we meet in Subud Heaven...if it is God's Will, i would dearly love to chat with you and do latihans with you in this physical world.

But which part of the world are you at ? i'm from the UK. Do you ever come over here for a visit or for Subud Congresses? i hope so;D

We have been living in the UK for 10 years now. We are from Singapore, and we have made UK our home now;))

Love & Light to my dear sister Muftiah xxx

To DHEYANA... Feb 19th...:

My dear Dheyana... obviously you are assuming fom my photo and shown birthdate of 1961... that I am about to become 49 years old... in April...

But that is my SUBUD birthdate... when at the age of 31... I was Inwardly Gloriously "Opened" and "Awakened" into the Miracle of SUBUD... in Johannesburg South Africa...

The photo was taken by Farlan a few years ago... when I was about 76... which means that in April... I will be 80...

My Jiwa is indeed young and vibrantly alive... and by the Grace of God... all my life... I have always looked much younger than my age... Even look younger than my beloved husband Farlan... who is 12 years younger than I am...!

In "Seven Hells"... Chapters 1 to 7... you can read all about how I protested marrying him... and how Almighty Allah... Made it Very Clear... that he was my husband... during one very memorable... very painful Latihan...!

You can also read... about how... during my second year... of being totally confined to my bed... suffering one God Willed Stroke after another... stopped counting them after the 37th...! ... I was suddenly Commanded by Him...: "Now Write... about your ancestry... your childhood.... your life!"

So over the next seven years... of still being totally bed-ridden... still suffering with Strokes... and over the following 28 years... have been writing... but only when Commanded by Allah to...

Everything has already been written and finished... but due to computers becoming obsolete... or crashing... have had to transfer all my writing... and now hopefully to the final one of my nice and modern and sleek Microsoft XP model... with no protruding cumbersome back... which love working on...

The many years of relentless Strokes... plus heart complications of diagnosed mitral valve prolapse... in addition to my lifelong tendency to suffer with paroxysmal tachycardia... ever since I was eight years old... as over the years... I grew... and grew... and grew... finally reaching the height of six foot two... by the age of 43... have considerably weakened me physically...

Plus ancestral Purification... in the form of regular monthly Migraines... begun in New York... with my very first period... when I was almost 12... because of my very evil ancestors... who in their positions of power of nobility... grossly abused their people... (Farlan Was Shown The Stinking Tableau of them... Writhing in the depths of Hell... and how they are helped... every time their descendant... yours truly... suffers a Migraine attack...)

Praise Allah... they finally ended... for good... when I reached the age of 68...

For the past ten years... have been confined to my wheelchair... writing squinting... with only the use of my left eye... since the right one has become utterly useless for writing... blurry... and even glasses don't help... and my heart acts up daily... with medication no longer of any use...

My Beloved Bapak... who is now constantly at my side... monitoring my writing on Facebook... wrote in a letter years ago... that only Almighty God Could Cure me... and that I am in His Hands...

Am Being Given Strength to write... for a few hours... then Commanded to sleep... always for only two hours... then Commanded to now work on Facebook... and for the past week... my left foot has swollen... so badly... that I can hardly walk... and was unable to go to dear John's funeral...!

Over the years... in my Training of "Now Inner Life Only... No More Outer Life" ... begun soon after I reluctantly married Farlan... in 1975... at the age of 45... but still looking 20 years younger... and all my working in the world... which I had loved... came to an abrupt halt... which includes always having to ask Allah Permission... first... before undertaking any action... during the intense seven Stroke years... of being bed-ridden... whenever I asked whether I could see a doctor... His Answer was always... "No... Only Allah Is Your Doctor...!"

I was a Christian... until two years before marrying Farlan... who was already a Muslim... and when Bapak again changed my SUBUD name of Laura... to Muftiah... soon after... was Commanded to no longer call His Holy name... as Heavenly Father... or Almighty God... but to Call His Holy Name... as Allah only... but that I was not to study the religion of Islam... with my heart and mind... but only be a Muslim... through Inner Guidance... Islam meaning... total surrender and obedience to God...

From then on... throughout the hours of the days and nights... my constant Guidance became...: "Obey Allah" and "Allah Guiding" and "Allah Amin" ... until this very day and hour...

In a recent private Message to dear Glorijana... my new friend... and daughter of very dear SUBUD Brother Haris and Sister Lilijana Wolfgang... from years ago in Denver... have explained all about Farlan's inherited 3 acre estate... our home... for the past 19 years... here in peaceful... Angel Protected... Little Cilandak... in Grand Bay Alabama... on the Gulf of Mexico... near Florida... which was supposed to become the Retirement Haven... for our dear SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... living out their Golden Years...

You can read all about it... hopefully in a few days time... on FACEBOOK_LOG... where I will be transferring all correspondence... both private and public... with my dear Brothers and Sisters... mostly Sisters... so that they can read everything... in their own languages... going all the way back to Jan 13th... when Farlan... to my enormous surprise... knowing that I was very busy with transferring "Heavenly Visitations" ... Received to set Muftiah up on Facebook!

And on the very first night... had that wonderful Butterfly Dream... which you can read all about here... as well as on LOG...

So you see my dear... my wonderful travelling days... are over... which I also loved... learning abut different cultures and traditions... in all the different countries I lived in... beginning with the fascinating International School of Yokohama Japan... when I as Graziella... was six years old... and for four years... was a permanent boarder there... because of her parents divorcing and remarrying... when she was suddenly thrust into the awesome throng of children... of all nationalities and ages... as described in "Shadow"...

So you... my dearest Dheyana... what a lovely name... and your loving sister Muftiah... can only Latihan with each other in Sleep State... on earth... which periodically happens... when she Is Sent all over the SUBUD World... to Latihan with her dear Sisters... usually with the Mission of reminding them... of: "Deeper Surrender Necessary... Too Much Thinking... And Worrying..."...

Love & Light to my dear Sister Dheyana xxx ooo

From DHEYANA...: Feb. 19 at 6:09am

Wow!! you look absolutely beautiful, radiant and calm with inner peace in this photo. It's so true, with the latihans, love and surrender to God... one does look younger! i my self am 42 this year.. people still think i'm in my early 30's or late 20's... and when they come to know my true age... they are usually flabbergasted lol! and they ask me for my secret and then i tell them ''prayers'' and believe, trust, faith and surrender in God Almighty... and it does make them think and want to change their lifestyle too;D

i know that i have a long way to go sister Muftiah... and i'm getting there slowly yet surely! i feel that Almighty God is like a huge umbrella protecting me and my family from chaos from the material and spiritual world. i try to do my latihans 3 times a week and when i do... i feel so calm, so strong, so sure that everything is according to God's will. i would love to read your book on your SUBUD experiences. Can i buy it from your website? What is it titled? just to be sure;D

It must have been hard going through your sufferings for your ancestor's sins, but i feel God only gives you what you can handle and oh what a Blessing to clear the sins of your ancestors so that your children wouldn't have to suffer and take their sins on...

i am truly Blessed that my parents were and are Subud members even before i was born, and because of my parents dedication, perseverance, patience and faith in doing their own latihans regularly, i do not carry the sins of my ancestors. However i'm very aware that whatever i do, good or bad, has an immediate result in my/this lifetime.

i truly believe if it is God's Will, i will meet you someday somehow.. God makes impossible situations possible! Just like getting in touch with you on FB... i saw your face and i was drawn to you.. as you say jiwa to jiwa ;)) please write soon...i love opening facebook and reading your lovely messages. God Bless you my lovely Sister Muftiah.....Love and Light to you always and Big Hugs xxx

From DHEYANA...: Feb. 19 at 6:15am

p/s Dheyana is a Subud name too given to me by Ibu Rahayu when i was 18 years old.. i felt from a young age the name given to me totally clashed with my inner. Dheyana in Sanskrit means compassionate and merciful.

From DHEYANA...: Feb. 20 at 5:25am

my dear lovely sister Muftiah....i'm sooo excited ! i just went into your subud stories website. I would love to buy all 3 of your books..The Shadow, Seven Hells and Seven Heavens and Heavenly Visitations..

How and where do i buy them? How much do they each cost? Do i buy them from this website? i tried looking for info on buying these books but info was not available or did i not find it?

Please get back to me as soon as you can... Love and Light to my lovely Sister Muftiah and Big Hugs xxxx

To DHEYANA...:

My Dearest Sweetest Sister Dheyana... please forgive me for not making it clear to you... that everything featured... and displayed... on the subud stories and pewarta websites... are offered to everybody... absolutely free of charge...

This includes all the titles you see... listed under Muftiah's photo... which you can click... as direct Links to the Tables of Contents... for the book sites...

Naturally... for those who wish to get paid for their stories... they should so indicate... on their individual... personal Pages...

Have a happy free feast of reading everything...

Am shooting this off to you right away... because you're soooo excited...

But seriously... am Receiving that you should already be doing Latihan every day...

For me it began in my tenth year in SUBUD... the day I came back to the USA... on the 13th of January 1971... the same date I joined Facebook in 2010! ... when I Received what I came to call my daily morning Latihan Shower...

Nothing can compare to standing... stark naked... surrendered before your Loving Creator... as the Water of Life... Gently Rains Down... over your nude body... Cleansing it... Why don't you try it?

All my Jiwa Love for dearest Dheyana the compassionate and merciful... Forever your sister Muftiah... with Big Hugs & XXX

From DHEYANA...: Feb. 20 at 10:15am

Thank you my darling Sister Muftiah...;)) What a coincidence! i do, do latihans when i have my showers!! and it is wonderful! i feel healed and cleansed;D About doing Latihans everyday...will i be ok? won't i go into crisis? Please help me out here and any advice will be most appreciated;))

i can't believe that you're not charging your books!! But i can guess you have your reasons and you are being guided by God. Thank you so much for your prompt reply. Love and Light to my lovely Sister Muftiah and Big Hugs xxxx

To DHEYANA...: Feb. 21st 4.45 a.m.

My dearest sweetest Dheyana...

Thank you for your lovely compliments... they have touched your loving sister Muftiah... deeply...

To answer you... as best I can... there are two kinds of crisis...:

One where a SUBUD soul is impatient to become Cleansed and Purified... and wants his Jiwa to grow quickly... and his soul to reach Perfection... So with this as his intention... he will Latihan often... maybe everyday... thinking that he is pleasing God...

So to teach him a very valuable lesson... his Jiwa will cause him to go into a crisis state... which will only end... when he shows himself... to be sincerely patient... and waiting for whatever God Wills for him... in the form of becoming Cleansed and Purified... as well as the further growth of his Jiwa... in his Spiritual Growth and Development... for his Eternal Joyous Afterlife... in SUBUD Heaven...

Then there is the other form of a Spiritual crisis... which is Willed by God... for a SUBUD soul to experience... in order to become Prepared for something special... that is Willed by Him...

As in the case when I was Laura... when she went through a five month state of Spiritual crisis... to Prepare her for the enormous Spiritual responsibility... of becoming Muftiah... soon after... and continuing to be of service to Bapak... as his devoted helper...

In fact... as Muftiah... which is her very last SUBUD name on earth... and is to continue to be her name in SUBUD Heaven... she was Given very Special Gifts... such as immediately knowing all about the nature of her different SUBUD Sisters... even strangers... whenever she worshipped Allah Almighty God with them... in the Latihan Kejiwaan...

She also became known as the Marriage Lady... when young single girls... one after another... would start to come up to her after Latihan... saying that they had Been Told... to go to Muftiah... to ask her whether the young men they were madly in love with... were their Perfect Mates to marry...!

And Muftiah... flabbergasted at first... would instantly Receive Answers... about them and their young men... sometimes yes... in the future... but not now... but more often a definite no...

And the hurt looks of disappointment... on their eager young faces... soon became too much for Muftiah to witness and bear... as she felt their genuine pain... and she asked for this particular Awareness... to be Removed from her... and it generally Was... regarding the young girls...

But the Inner Awareness Remained... regarding the more adult SUBUD souls... where she would often Receive... that if they slept together before marriage... they would never marry... and many never did... even though they were engaged to each other...!

Now regarding the frequency of your Latihans... dearest Dheyana...

When our Beloved SUBUD Father Bapak... was on earth... he said that those of us... who had been "Opened" for seven years... and diligently doing the Latihan... should already be doing Latihan at least once every day... and that as one became "tuned in" to one's Jiwa... one's Jiwa would Remind one... when to surrender oneself in worship of one's Creator...

Also generally... that whatever one fears... one would attract to oneself...

So do not fear going into crisis... and listen to the Guidance of your Jiwa... If still unsure... of course... you can always seek the Perfect Guidance for you... from Almighty God... Who Knows you... and What you Need... and When... Far Better than you know yourself... and what you need when...

As regards why Muftiah is Not Allowed... to charge anything...for her volume of writing... it is her penance... because this soul... as Graziella... and Laura... and yes... even Muftiah... defiantly disobeyed God's Perfect Will for them... once too often... (four times) and His Will... always Conveyed... via her lifelong Guardian Angel Friend... Who... ever since she was four years old... would Whisper... or Command God's Will... in her right ear... at crucial times... of her life...

Her Beloved Heavenly Father... even Paralyzed her whole body... as Laura... not just once... but twice... while He Conveyed His Displeasure to her... about her defiant willfulness and disobedience... of His Perfect Will for her...

The first time... He Paralyzed her... was because she had given in to her unfaithful husband's demand for a divorce... against God's Will... arguing with her Guardian Angel Friend... that he was much happier... living with his new lady love... a passionate Argentinian... who could satisfy him sexually... much better... than she ever could... and how happy she was for him...

Believing erroneously... that she was much too Spiritual for him... and not realizing... that she was suffering with a deep seated sexual trauma... caused when she was a 17 year old... sensitive soul... living as a student in England... dreaming of an operatic career... and was brutally... sexually assaulted... by a young German prisoner of war... the sexual act of intercourse... always terrorizing her... ever since...

That horrendous... terrifying day... Commanded recently by Allah... that she write again about... is all told in "Heavenly Visitations"... the relevant Chapters... indicated in the Table of Contents...

And the second time... her Heavenly Father Paralyzed her... this time for three interminably long hours... Making her lie on her bed... and Smell the Stinking Rotten Sweat of Pig... as it slowly Oozed out of every pore in her six foot two long body... Drenching it... was when she "had eaten of the unclean flesh of the pig"... which all her life... He Had Forbidden her to eat... making her either Choke... or annoyingly Cough... whenever she tried to taste it...

Or else the ordered Pork Chow Mein dish... would be stinking rotten... by the time it reached her table... in any Chinese restaurant... every single time...! for she was ever curious to know... what pork tasted like...

And on this second occasion... half starved... because as penance... for allowing her husband to divorce her... Her Heavenly Father Had Reduced her to becoming a cleaning lady for the Catholic church... where she earned only $8.00 a week... even denying her the Latihan... and the Ramadan Fast... Allowing her to "Only Work With Your Hands" ... she had eaten some Hormel ham... out of a tin... given to her in sympathy by a kindly lady friend... quite sure... that He would be understanding of her pitiful situation... and Forgive her...

My goodness... this is becoming what I've already written all about... in my books...!

Hoping that all the above has been of help to you...

With all of Muftiah's Jiwa to Jiwa Love... for her dearest Sister Dheyana... with lots of Hugs and Kisses...

P.S. If you are 25 years old SUBUD-wise... then I am only 24 years older than you...! How about that?

P.P.S. Oh yes... a reminder from Farlan... the Google translation gadget will only translate proper words... no slang or abbreviations... so unless it is the first word of a sentence or paragraph... all letters should be in lower case... except for proper names... of course...

Very difficult for yours truly... because she wants to express her Inner Awareness of her Beloved Heavenly Father... Allah Almighty God... in Capital Letters... that Reach way up high into the Heavens...

Originally... all references to Him... she typed in Capital Letters... as the tears of Joy... ran down her cheeks... as she Felt His Love... and Approval... of her obedience to His Will... that she write... until Farlan stopped her... telling her that seeing so many words referring to Heavenly Father... God... Almighty God... or Allah... in capital letters... was offensive... and not acceptable for internet viewers...

Curiously... Google has been translating the word Bapak... as "Dad"!

From DHEYANA...: Feb. 21 at 4:08pm

lol!Dad? i think should be translated as ''Father'' ;D... Thanks so much for your advice and input.

Will do testing to see whether i should start doing Latihans everyday. You are 24 years older Subud wise. i sense and feel it as you are also 24 years wiser, deeper and wider in every way my dear sister Muftiah ;D God Bless you always Sister Muftiah.

Before i sign off, may i have the permission to ask you as to why do you refer to yourself as a 3rd party? i pray and hope that i have not offended you by asking this question. Forgive me if i have.

Love and Light to my lovely sister Muftiah and Big Hugs xxx

To DHEYANA...:

Throughout the past 28 years of writing... have had to relive my painful life... with the different SUBUD names I progressed to... and ever since I was "Opened"... there has been a great reluctance... inside me... to refer to myself as I... it smacks of borderline arrogance... and self-importance... an impression which I am loath to give rise in people...

There is also the fact... that I have always stood out... because of my great height... mostly towering above people... from an early age... already standing at five feet eight inches... before I was 12... although all I ever wanted... was to be one of the crowd...

Perhaps it is also the writer in me... writing about different characters... and their names in her books...

Anyway... feel more natural... in referring to myself... via the different names my Heavenly Father... Allah Almighty God... Has Blessed me with...

In fact... when He Commanded me to write an Open Letter to all my SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... all over the SUBUD world... on January 3rd 1987... consisting of 32 pages... during my second year of being bed-ridden with Strokes... He forbid me to refer to myself as I... but Commanded me to write as Muftiah...

A copy of it was also sent to SUBUD London... if you wish to read it... and they still have it...

I found out recently... here on Facebook... that an unknown SUBUD Brother... Samuel Marcks... who was 7 years old... when I wrote it... came across it... as a grownup... and was so impressed... that he sent a copy to SUBUD Columbia... and it was read out loud to them...! It will probably be put up on the subud stories website... eventually... but am reluctant to... because don't want to dominate it... waiting for other SUBUD Bothers and Sisters... to write and send in their own stories... first...

Dearest Dheyana... you could never offend me... and I hope that the above has explained my very real feelings...

With all my Jiwa to Jiwa Love... for you... and Big Hugs & Kisses... Tell me... what does IoI mean? You use it and I see it quite a lot on Facebook

From DHEYANA SHARMA-KUMAR...: Feb.21st 2010

On this day, God wants you to know... ... that it's okay to ask for help. Sometimes we get overwhelmed with the details and complexities of our lives. Sometimes we need some help to get untangled, to gain a new perspective. Ask for help. Help may come in human or divine form. It may be seen or unseen. Ask, and ye shall receive.

From DHEYANA...: Feb. 22nd at 5:06am

lol!!! means... laugh out loud(lol) . Thank you so much for taking the time to explain to me, my question. Now i understand;)) i'm going to to ask SPI for the copy you mentioned. When i'm able to get it, i will definitely inform you.. Love and Light to my darling sister Muftiah and Big Hugs xxxx

From DHEYANA...: Feb. 22nd at 5:19am

Dear Sister Muftiah... i did do testing last night after Latihan. Bapak, most loving father in heaven told me that doing Latihans everyday now is not the right time. He will guide me and let me know when the time is right to do so ;))

i personally feel it is because i have 6 year old twins who need me and they are both still very young. All i know is that whatever happens, happens only when God wills it... and i guess every one's development is different and God develops us accordingly..;D

Love and Light to lovely sister Muftiah and Big Hugs xxxx

To DHEYANA...:

My dearest Sister Dheyana...

Thank you for the lol clarification... After asking you about it... consulted Farlan... who said the same thing...

My dearly Blessed Dheyana... am so happy for you... that you had direct contact with our Beloved SUBUD Father Bapak... He is very close to the earth at present...

Did you read my Page... quite a ways back... where everybody was informed... that Bapak is the Father of all Mankind... and that his Mission... to spread SUBUD throughout the world.... still goes on...?

Remember him saying... whenever he made his famous "recommendations" ... that no matter what Bapak recommended... it was always Almighty God... Who Had The Last Word... of course...

So you have 6 year old twins... how Blessed you are... what are they both boys... girls... or one of each...?

Another puzzler... this time also puzzles Farlan... Notice that you type ;D a lot... Don't feel that it is the initial of your name... but something else... Could you clarify meaning of it as well... would appreciate it... I understand that there are a million new computer speak words created every day... mind boggling...!

Oh that reminds me... in News Feed... you wrote a beautiful Message from God... Do you mind if I put it up on FACEBOOK_LOG... as well... so that everybody can read it... in their own languages...? In case you were not informed... the link to it is also under my picture on www.subudstories.info

Everything else... so beautiful... that you have written on Muftiah's Pages... will definitely be going into the LOG as well... as I originally promised everybody... from January 13th onward... before you became my Facebook friend...

All my Jiwa to Jiwa Love for my dearest Dheyana.. with Love and Light... and lots of big hugs and kisses... Also for your adorable twins... Looking forward to hearing from you soon...

P.S. If SPI tries to charge you for a copy of Muftiah's Open Letter... remind them... that like the Latihan of SUBUD... which is offered freely... to all of mankind... so is all her writing... freely offered... to all of mankind... Amen...

P.P.S. Before you contact SPI... let me talk to Farlan... and ask him whether he is willing to put it up on subud stories website now... because he has just informed me... via our private chat window... from his house to mine... that my Sweet Yasmine... has been sending her stories to him via email today... both in Indonesian and English...!

Praise Allah... at long last... one more of Bapak's SUBUD children... is doing what he is asking of them... "to help him in his task" ... to keep the Holy Light of SUBUD alive... and Shining Brightly... in this ever increasing dark and violent world of ours...

From DHEYANA...: Feb 23rd 2010

Re: Hello!

My darling sister Muftiah... you make me chuckle! i'm sooooo glad that you feel comfortable enough to ask me the internet jargon hehehe. i'm very comfortable asking and chatting with you especially about Subud. ;D is a broad smile. can you see ? one eye is winking because it is in the form of a comma and ''D'' is the from of a broad smile. ;)) is also a deep smile.

My 6 year old twins are boys and thanks to God Almighty are Subud children too ;)). Please feel free to look through my profile pictures, where i have downloaded pics of my twins.

Which message is this sister Muftiah? is this the message that came through Bapak from God Almighty? Of Course... please, you should not be asking me as it is not mine but God Almighty's message for all of us, for humankind;)) also i have written the nature of God, which was told by Bapak on my INFO page as well as this message. It is so that every time i'm in facebook, i always read my INFO page and remind myself and everyone who reads it about the nature of God and His message to humankind.

i hope and pray you and brother Farlan are able to put up your open letter on Subud Stories Website too. i and everyone would love to read it. The experiences, visions and miracles that i have witnessed, i will write and send to you when it's according to God's will. i'm not ready now but i know i will be soon and in accordance to God's WIll ;D

i'm so grateful that i have been given this direct contact with Bapak most loving and merciful Father in heaven. He is always guiding me from within. Love, Hugs, kisses and Light to my darling sister Muftiah, from jiwa to jiwa xxxx

ps write soon;))

To: DHEYANA...:

Re Photos of you and your adorable 6 year old twins...

Dearest Dheyana... Tried to look at your photos... but this is what came up...;D

"There are no photos to display. Photos of Dheyana may not have been tagged, or may not be visible due to privacy."

As I said... all your beautiful references to God... will be going up on my website:

http://subudstories.info/FACEBOOK_LOG.html

But the one I looked for under News Feed... had a blue square with "Message from God"... Can't find it...

From Farlan: e z 2 c i m 4 u

Love you love you love you... Jiwa to Jiwa... Muftiah...

To DHEYANA...:

Thank you so much darling... this Message from God will be going into the LOG under Feb 21st...

Your 6 year old SUBUD twins are simply adorable... can see the Light of God... Shining in their eyes... that must have been some birthday party... one they will never forget... Please give them a Big Hug from their Auntie Muftiah...

Right now am transferring a streamer... of all the wonderful correspondence between us... beginning Feb 16th... when you Blessed me... with your first contact... up to so far the 24th... with hopefully many more...

Love Jiwa to Jiwa... my dearest Dheyana... ;D :)) etc. OOO & XXX

FOR FACEBOOK AND FACEBOOK_LOG ON FEB.14TH (Valentine's Day) 2010...:

A general Message from my genius & computer expert husband... Farlan... about how to send your SUBUD Stories... directly to the SUBUD Stories website...

Go to www.subudstories.info and cursor down to the bottom of the page... and click on CONTACT Link...

Fill in the FORM... and paste all of your Story in the TEXT Window... then press SEND... Your Story can be as long as you want... and in your own language... if you prefer...

A PAGE will pop up showing your Story has been SENT...

Farlan will then reply to the email address you entered... with more details...

If you want to attach any photos... contact either Farlan or Muftiah... via Message... here on Facebook... for further instructions...

Farlan will first put up your Story on the website... with a Link on the front page... and let you know... when it is posted...

If you want any changes... on your very own Stories Page... let Farlan know... & he will be happy to serve your needs... & satisfy your preferences re text size... color.... background... etc... because Farlan & Muftiah want you to be happy... with your very own Story Pages...

For instance... share how you came to the Miracle of SUBUD... any beneficial changes... during your Three Month Waiting Period... your Wondrous Inner "Opening" and "Awakening"... of your very first Latihan Kejiwaan... etc. etc...

Farlan says he would be very happy & pleased... if you would join us on SUBUD Stories... Just like it is when we do Latihan... Bapak says the Blessings of God Increase... as the number of people increases...

So we hope the Blessings might increase... as more of our dear SUBUD Brothers & Sisters join SUBUD Stories... which they should all feel they are a very important part of... with their different backgrounds... cultures... & traditions... from all over this fascinating... Blessed International SUBUD World of ours...

From FARLAN...:

This is what I have put up on my Wall.

For people on Facebook that need translation of their text or pages, I recommend

GoogleTranslate. http://translate.google.com/

It is a free service (not perfect) but very useful for expanding... and providing better communications... between people of different nationalities.

I use it on my websites subudstories.info and on pewarta.us. There is a limit to file size.

Google Translate translate.google.com

Google's free online language translation service... instantly translates text and web pages.

This translator supports:

English, Afrikaans, Albanian, Arabic, Belarusian, Bulgarian, Catalan, Chinese, Croatian, ...

Farlan just read down the beginning of the alphabetical list... and if you click on the Link Google Translate... shown above... you will see your own language there... such as Indonesian... Romanian... Russian... Spanish.. etc. ... all the way down to Yiddish...

To ISKANDAR PRESLEY... From BAPAK... Via MUFTIAH... on February 13th 2010...:

Dear younger SUBUD Brother Iskandar...

Bapak wants his SUBUD son... Iskandar... to know... that he must ONLY TRUST... WHAT COMES TO HIM... from the Great Holy Life Force of Allah... in the form of Perfect Inner Guidance... and Direction... the Great Blessing... Lovingly Put inside His Created... favored son... the moment his Inner self was "Opened" and "Awakened " ... into the Miracle of SUBUD... to Receive It... and which... ever since... he should Feel inside him... like a Gentle Vibration...

Bapak also wants his son... Iskandar... to know... that it is time for him to have a Perfect Mate... to marry... and that he should continue to diligently worship Allah... in his Latihan Kejiwaan... and also to regularly observe the Monday and Thursday Fasting...

In addition... Iskandar should Prihatin... by for three months... sleeping on the hard surface of a floor... with nothing soft underneath his body... and always going to sleep... in a state of sincere... patient surrender to Allah...

Lastly... Iskandar must immediately Remove Clare Waits... as a Facebook Friend... not in anger... but with a feeling of love for her... and surrendering her to her Creator... Almighty God... God and Allah... are the Same Holy Deity...

Your yesterday 49 year old SUBUD Sister... who will be physically 80 years old in April... is glad that her Gift of Love to you pleased you... and prays that you will meet the Perfect Mate to marry... perhaps by your next birthday of June 6th... Insha Allah...

Did you know... that you were born on a very important date...? June 6th 1945... was called D-Day... and marked the end of World War II !

From the jiwa of your Loving International SUBUD sister... Muftiah...

From ISKANDAR PRESLEY... February 13 at 9:54pm...

Dear older sister Muftiah

I realized His Guidance also which is very important to feel it to get a real Life in most beautiful guidance in LATIHAN..

The truth you was told to me is in fact exactly the mankind who has Guidance and Blessing from God Almighty..

I apologize if my words isn't correct I'm just learning to speak English..

big hugs to comport my regards

Iskandar

To ISKANDAR...on Feb 14th 2010...:

Dear Iskandar...

Muftiah is working hard on the new medium called

http://subudstories.info/FACEBOOK_LOG.html

where PRAISE ALLAH...

Here you will find all honest... open communications... between your loving sister Muftiah... and all her dear SUBUD Brothers & Sisters... from all over the SUBUD World... from the latest date... which today is Feb.14th 2010... back to Jan.13th...

And she is very happy that nobody... no single solitary SUBUD soul... will be left out... because of the Google translation gadget...

So that you... dear Iskandar... will be able to read everything... in your own language... of Bahasa Indonesian... OK?

Hope you are sleeping on hard floor... to have Perfect Mate to marry... as Bapak wants you to do... which you can read all about in your own language... on FACEBOOK_LOG... maybe in an hour or so...

Big hugs to you too... and am glad you are learning to speak English...

With all my Love for you... very dear Iskandar... Muftiah...

TO ALL HER DEAR SUBUD BROTHERS & SISTERS...:

Muftiah loves you all very much... but she has impotyant work to do... on FACEBOOK_LOG... to bring it up to date... so that you can all read everything... in your own languages... OK? So you all win in your food throwing fights...

May God and Allah Bless you all...

From MIRIAM MOYER...:

This new app just came out and its awesome

http://apps.facebook.com/extreme_weight_lose/

To MIRIAM:

Dearest Miriam... You are very Blessed to be SUBUD... through your SUBUD Father Bapak... and Bapak wants you to know... that all the physical... and only exercises you need... Are Given To you by your Loving Creator... Almighty God... during your times... when you sincerely surrender yourself to Him... in your Latihan Kejiwaan...

And through these very important... God Given Physical Exercises... so that you will be able to use your Spiritually Awakened Limbs... in your Afterlife... in SUBUD Heaven... as God Spiritually Activates the counterpart... of your physical body... which can encompass the purification of 6% of your... and 94% of your ancestors' sins... as well as Causing your Spiritual Growth and Development... which means that your Jiwa also Grows... inside your body...

So that if you diet... to try to get thinner... your larger Jiwa may feel cramped and restricted... and you will definitely feel the uncomfortable pain of it...

Therefore Bapak recommends that you only diet... if your Heavenly Father Gives you His Permission to... because He... and only He... Knows What You Need... And When You Need It...

With all my Love to you dear Sister ... Muftiah... in the hope that you heed Bapak's advice... which he always Receives... directly from Almighty God...

By the way... my genius and computer expert husband Farlan... wants you to know... that Facebook... is one of the safest mediums... from attacks from viruses etc...

P.S. Here...: You don't look at all overweight in your Facebook photos... In fact you look quite lovely... and charmingly feminine... by the Grace of God...

Hello back to you... dear ARYATI HUDAYANI ... Hope you are checking out Muftiah's Page re all important information about sending your SUBUD Stories to www.subudstories.info plus good news about Google translate system...

All my Love in SUBUD... and am so happy you are my Friend...

Looking forward to reading your Stories... which you can write in your own language...

From SALINA OCTARIANI...:

SALINA OCTARIANI took good note of your birthday!

Dearest Salina... Hope you marked my birthday as April 20th 1930... and not 1961... which was the year I became Gloriously "Opened..." ... into the Miracle of SUBUD... on Feb.12th...

Or do you not mark the year of birth... but only the date...? Just tried to check... but no success...

How about starting a Birthday Album... of Glorious SUBUD Birthdays... much more important... because until Opening into SUBUD... most people were Spiritually dormant... according to Bapak... and Allah Almighty God... Woke them up... during their Latihan Kejiwaans...!!!

FOR FACEBOOK & FACEBOOK_LOG ON FEB.7TH 2010:

As we exceedingly Blessed SUBUD souls quietly prepare ourselves... to be Joined together... Jiwa to Jiwa... on this momentous Day of the World Latihan... our sincere surrender to our Creator... benefitting not only ourselves... but mankind... as well... with the Power of our joint Latihans... Stretching out into the atmosphere... for miles and miles... as an Angel once told this soul... (continued below)

Let us all remember... to whom we owe Almighty God's Special Grace to... His Beloved son... our Beloved SUBUD Father Bapak... and give homage to him... for the magnitude of our debt to him... is impossible to express... in mere words...

From EL MBUK (Chat Window)

El

selamat malam Madam how are u?

To EL...:

Selamat malam... to you too... dear El...

So sorry... but don't know how to use Chat Window... but am very happy to be reunited... with some of my dear old... and united... for the first time... with new dear SUBUD family members...

From JAYADI FREDERIKA MURIANTI PAEMBONAN...:

HI Muftiah..nice to see in this space.... lots of love from us..

DHORA YASMINE likes this.

From ISABEL ANDúJAR CóRDOBA...:

You have a beautiful last name.

From AMAL PRIHATONO...:

thank you

From RACHMAN CANTRELL...:

Muftiah, I would love to get personal messages or updates from you but please don't send the 'Blessings', 'Smiles', or the other things from Facebook. I do not open them because of spam and security problems. Also they seem to come in multiples of five or six of the same thing.

To RACHMAN...:

Dear Rachman... How wonderful to hear from you & thank you for being my Friend...

You are being so helpful re smiles etc... which have been getting so many of... & simply can't ignore... as love my SUBUD family so much... enjoying our unique one-to-one contacts from all over the SUBUD World.... on this Facebook...

Farlan thanks you and suggests I should listen to your very wise advice...

How can I tell all my dear Friends not to send me their expressions of love anymore... Rachman... they would be terribly hurt...

Maybe this is where our faith in God comes in... that His Angels will protect all Subudians' Facebooks... from spams and security problems...etc... Insha Allah... God Willing...

Would love to know what you think of the pewarta.us & subudstories.info website & all else that is freely offered there... which is yours to feel a part of... as a dear SUBUD Brother... fondly recalling... as I put your baby picture business files in order... how you encouraged me to write my life story... which you called fascinating... way back then...

Also about the newly set up FACEBOOK_LOG... where all communications from here... will be featured... with a Google translation gadget... so that no single solitary SUBUD soul... from our vast International SUBUD World... will feel left out...

In the hope that this Message finds you in a State of Inner Peace... Grace and Harmony... with all those around you... and May Almighty God Continue to Richly Bless you... and your SUBUD Life... and His Host of Heavenly Angels Watch over you... and your loved ones... Keeping you all Safe from all harm...

From your Loving SUBUD Sister... for All Eternity... Muftiah...

P.S. As you requested... will no longer send you anymore "smiles" ... "Blessings..." etc...

FOR FACEBOOK & FACEBOOK_LOG... ON FEB.6TH 2010

When Blessed to meet dear SUBUD Brother Prio Hartono in Bechuanaland Africa... he explained why it was in an Anglican Mission... thus:

3 Anglican Ministers always prayed together... & one day... Jesus Appeared to them... saying:

"IF YE SEEK THE TRUTH... SEEK YE SUBUD...!"

The 3 Ministers did just that... & so did others... Ever since... the doors of Anglican Missions all over the world... are open to SUBUD people...

Interesting that little 6 year old Graziella's first introduction to religion... was the Anglican Christ Church of England... the sponsors of the International School of Yokohama... where she was a permanent boarder for four years... becoming a member of their church choir... & joyfully singing her soprano voice out... in Praise of her Beloved Heavenly Father... Whose Presence she had always Felt... inside her being... ever since she could remember...

The ISY is still in operation today...!

From DJAELANI TANDJOENG...:

thanks my dear Sister for adding, hope to see you one day Insya Allah.....-

From TEGUH SANTOSA...:

(wow)

(re JESUS & SUBUD)

To SAMUEL MARCKS...:

Subject: Open Letter to All SUBUD Brothers & Sisters of SUBUD World... Jan.3rd 1987...

Dear SUBUD Brother Samuel...

Praise Allah Almighty God... At last I have found you... through the Feb.7th World Latihan Attending List...

When my very new dear SUBUD Sister Yvonn Tello informed me... that you had sent a copy of the above... to SUBUD Columbia... and a lady named Lorena had read it out loud to them... I was deeply touched... and would like to thank you very much for your kind gesture...

Would also like to thank dear Lorena... Do you know her... and if so... could you please let me know how I can get in touch with her?

My goodness... see that you were barely seven years old... when Allah Commanded me to write it...!

Please become my very dear Facebook Friend... and Muftiah hopes that this all important Message to you... finds you in a State of Inner Peace... Grace and Harmony... with all those around you... and May Almighty God Continue to Richly Bless you... and your SUBUD Life... and His Host of Heavenly Angels Watch over you... and your loved ones... Keeping you all Safe from all harm...

From EDEN ST.JAMES...:

Hello Muftiah. I'm wondering if you knew my parents from the NYC Subud house. Konrad and Lenore Kaufman as early as the late fifties? I remember a Muftiah from when I was little living in the w. village any chance?

Thank you Eden... for becoming my Friend... Sorry... wrong Muftiah...

Was Opened in Johannesburg South Africa in 1961... and came to the US in 1971... Visited NYC Subud House in 1972 for a weekend... from Miami... as Laura Parent... & probably joined your mother in Latihan there...

Muftiah Weinstein whom I met in California... in 1973... soon after I was renamed Muftiah... both of us members of the Marin SUBUD House... was originally from New York... Perhaps she is the one you remember...

Remember meeting another Muftiah... from the East Coast... I believe Chicago... but can't remember her last name... Her husband was a powerhouse... in SUBUD... who read a poem of mine out loud to about 100 SUBUD souls... thrilling me to bits...

Dear SISTER EDEN... his name just came to me... it was Joe Koach...

You are so Blessed to be a second generation SUBUD soul... no wonder you look so happy...

Hope you enjoy reading our Beloved Bapak's Talks from 1957 to 1987... on pewarta.us as well as all I've written over the past 28 years... on www.subudstories.info & will participate by sending in your own no doubt fascinating Spiritual Experiences... as Bapak is requesting... of all his SUBUD children... to prove that SUBUD is real... and to keep its Light Brightly Shining... in this ever increasing dark world of ours...

As I sit here... in my wheelchair... squinting... with only the use of my left eye... since for the past ten years... my right eye has become blurry and useless... feel such warm Inner feelings of Love towards you... comforted by knowing that one day... in SUBUD Heaven... we shall meet and hug... and joyously Latihan together... God Willing...

From BRIANNA RACHEL ROSE BRYSON-HAYNES... February 6 at 3:49am

Hi there Muftiah,
Do i know you from somewhere? Did we meet at congress?
Brianna

To BRIANNA...:

Was there in Spirit... with all of you dear SUBUD Brothers & Sisters...

Have a good feeling about you... & if you become my Facebook Friend... you will see that you are being invited to participate on www.subudstories.info & pewarta.us etc...

Check out Muftiah's Pages... which are being Monitored by her Beloved Bapak... who daily Guides her in her writing... begun with his Heavenly Visitations to her... some eight years ago... suddenly Appearing before her... while she was busy... either working on her epics... "Shadow" or "Seven Hells..." etc... to dictate important Messages to her for fearful lost mankind...

May this sincere Reply... find you in a State of Inner Peace... Grace... and Harmony... with all those around you... and May Almighty God Continue to Richly Bless you... and your SUBUD Life... and His Angels Watch over you... and your loved ones... Keeping you all Safe from all harm...

From your almost 80 year old... loving SUBUD sister... Muftiah...

From MICHELLE ANDUJAR... February 6 at 8:39am

Why?
Hello,
I see that you are in Subud.
However, I do not know you.
Why do you keep insisting on being my friend?

To MICHELLE... February 6 at 2:57pm

Dear SUBUD Sister Michelle... because of our Beloved SUBUD Father... we are all Inwardly Connected to each other... for all Eternity... as his SUBUD children...

If I have offended you... please forgive me... as am very new at this fascinating medium of Facebook... & did not realize that I had approached you more than once... to become my Facebook Friend...

Nevertheless... have a good feeling about you... and if you become my Friend... and check out Muftiah's Pages... you will see that you are being invited to participate on the website www.subudstories.info & pewarta.us ... freely offered to all SUBUD Brothers & Sisters... throughout the whole fascinating... International SUBUD World... with Google's translation gadgets... so that no single solitary soul... will be left out...

May this sincere Reply... find you in a State of Inner Peace... Grace... and Harmony... with all those around you... and May Almighty God Continue to Richly Bless you... and your SUBUD Life... and His Angels Watch over you... and your loved ones... Keeping you all Safe from all harm...

From your almost 80 year old... loving SUBUD sister... Muftiah...

From MICHELLE ANDUJAR... February 6 at 4:04pm

Oh, ok, I just wanted to make sure you were a real person and not just someone posing as a Subud member to hack emails or something.

These days, one has to be wary.

Thank you for explaining.

If that is the case, then, hello sister!

The pages sound extremely interesting. I will check them out!

From SCOTT WOOD... February 6 at 11:02am

Friend?

Hello Muftiah,

I received your friend request. Excuse me, but I do not recognize your name. Who are you and where are you?

Scott

To SCOTT:

Am your loving SUBUD sister... for all Eternity... as we are Inwardly Connected... because of our Beloved SUBUD Father Bapak...

Have a good feeling about you... & hope you will become part of Bapak's Holy website... www.subudstories.info & pewarta.us set up for all Bapak's SUBUD children... 3 years ago... through Bapak's Heavenly Visitations to his most willing SUBUD daughter... to dictate important Messages to her for lost... bewildered mankind... suddenly Appearing to her... while she was in the middle of writing her epics... either "Shadow..." ... or "Seven Hells..." etc...

Check out Muftiah's Facebook Pages... which are Monitored by Bapak... as he daily Guides her... in her writing...

Hope you will become my Facebook Friend... dear Scott... and enjoy all that is freely offered to all SUBUD Brothers & Sisters... throughout the vast...fascinating International SUBUD World...

May this sincere Reply find you in a State of Inner Peace... Grace... and Harmony... with all those around you... and May Almighty God Continue to Richly Bless you... and your SUBUD Life... and His Angels Watch over you... and your loved ones... Keeping you all Safe from all harm...

From your almost 80 year old SUBUD sister... Muftiah... who by the Gace of God... still looks years younger...!

From NORMA MERCEDES VICENZI...:

nice to meet you, muftiah! :)

From NORMA MERCEDES VICENZI... February 6 at 6:20pm

dear!
thank you for the blessing and the smile! :)
take good care,
norma

From VERA BERGMANN: February 6 at 1:29am

Hello Muftiah!
How come that I got a "Freundschaftsanfrage" from you?
Were you in New Zealand and do you know Anwar and Rusydah?
Love, Helena.

To VERA...:

Just wrote you a long reply full of explanations... and got cut off...! with the sudden popup of a Chat Window! Should have copied each finished paragraph... Oh well... to answer your question... have a very good Inner feeling about you... dear SUBUD Sister Helena...

Could only be at the Congress in Spirit... with all my loved SUBUD Brothers & Sisters... all of whom feel Inwardly Connected to... through our Beloved SUBUD Father Bapak...

Please become my Facebook Friend... where you can check out all the Facebook Pages... as Receive to write daily in them... with Beloved Bapak... who is now the Father of All Mankind... Monitoring his most willing SUBUD daughter... as he daily Appears before her in Heavenly Visitations... with his Divine Mission... to spread SUBUD throughout the world... still going on...

Hope you enjoy all that is offered in Bapak's requested Holy website... www.subudstories.info hoping that all his SUBUD children... will share their Spiritual experiences... to prove that SUBUD is real... and to keep Its Holy Light Brightly Shining... in this ever increasing dark world of ours...

On pewarta.us are all of Bapak's Talks from 1957 to 1987... with a long List of certain important Subject Matters... excerpted verbatim from Bapak's Talks... by my Beloved husband... Farlan... for easy access...

There is also a newly set up FACEBOOK_LOG ... archiving all communications... between yours truly and her fellow SUBUD Brothers & Sisters... all over the world... also with Google translation gadgets... so that no single solitary SUBUD soul is left out... throughout this vast... fascinating International SUBUD World of ours...

May this important communication between us... find you in a State of Inner Peace... Grace... and Harmony... with all those around you... and May Almighty God Continue to Richly Bless you... and your SUBUD Life... and His Host of Heavenly Angels Watch over you... and your loved ones... Keeping you all safe from all harm...

From Your Loving SUBUD Sister... Muftiah...

FOR FACEBOOK & FACEBOOK_LOG ON FEB.5TH 2010:

"MIRACOLO" Link at bottom of each Chapter page... tells of 2 Holy Events... when Graziella... in her 20's... was her Heavenly Father's channel for Divine Healing... for 13 hospital patients in 2 hospitals... all 26 Miraculously Cured... as she... also a patient... Was Guided by Angels of God... to lay her Blessed hands... Filled with His Power... upon them... even though she herself was so ill & weak... that she could not sit up...!

From DHORA YASMINE to Muftiah AT 7:46am:

hola,salam jiwa and peacefull

TO DHORA:

You are so beautiful... Dhora... So sorry but don't know how to use Chat... and Farlan is sleeping... but when he wakes up... will ask him to show me... salam jiwa and peaceful to you too... and my big love for you in SUBUD...

From BUDI SARWONO:

thanks for the add... and greeting from Indonesia... God bless you...:)

FOR FACEBOOK & FACEBOOK_LOG ON FEB 3RD 2010:

Announcing a new webpage at SUBUD Stories... titled FACEBOOK_LOG ... where all communications... with my dear SUBUD Brothers & Sisters... are ARCHIVED... with Google Translations gadget... see Farlan Hateley Facebook...

Beloved Bapak says there are no secrets in SUBUD... so all members of Muftiah's dear SUBUD family... will have access to everything ... written between her and them... http://subudstories.info/FACEBOOK_LOG.html

Messages Between BEKTI FAJAR NUGROHO & MUFTIAH... Feb.2nd & 3rd 2010:

From BEKTI...:

hi mom how are u

i'm subud from kudus central java indonesian

To BEKTI...:

Dear Bekti...

Thank you for calling me "mom"... How handsome you are...! Am so happy that you are my Friend... and can read everything on www.subudstories.info & pewarta.us ... in your own language... May Allah Bless you in SUBUD... & His Angels Watch over you... Keeping you Safe from all harm...

Messages Between MATTHEW LEVI LEMBERGER & MUFTIAH... ON JAN.27th... FEB.2nd & 3rd 2010:

Our Eternal Jiwa to Jiwa SUBUD Connection...

Dear SUBUD Brother... known to this ever humble to God soul... as Levi...

Way back in 1971... we made a lasting Inner Connection with each other... as members of SUBUD Miami... remember...? Was known as Laura Parent back then... and you urged me to write what you called my "fascinating" life story...

Well... you may be interested to know... that over the past 28 years... have been doing just that... beginning with suddenly Being Commanded by Allah Almighty God...:

"NOW WRITE... ABOUT YOUR CHILDHOOD... YOUR ANCESTRY... ... YOUR LIFE"!...

This was during my second year of being totally bedridden... suffering with one God-Willed Stroke after another... stopped counting them after the 37th... when I was 54... and yet... by the Grace of God... still looking 20 years younger...!

And over five more years of being totally confined to my bed... with more Strokes... ultimately producing... "From The Shadow... Of The Rising Sun..." chronicling Graziella's tumultuous years of growing up in the Far East... mainly in Japan... which epic is featured on the Holy website www.subudstories.info ...

Requested by our Beloved SUBUD Father Bapak... to be set up... by my computer expert genius... beloved husband Farlan... about 5 years ago... during one of his many Heavenly Visitations... to his most willing SUBUD daughter... Muftiah... to dictate important messages to her... for suffering mankind... suddenly Appearing to her... while she was in the middle of her writing... in either "Shadow" or "Seven Hells" ... etc.!

Furthermore... Bapak's most willing SUBUD son Farlan... with Bapak's Inner Guidance... has been tirelessly reproducing all of Bapak's Talks... from 1957 to 1987... and also compiling a long list of certain important Subject Matters... excerpted verbatim from Bapak's Talks... for easy access... a most remarkable feat... available for all SUBUD Members... to read and be newly enlightened by... on www.pewarta.us

Yours truly... over the long years... has further written her Spiritual Odyssey... "From Seven Hells... To Seventh Heaven... SUBUD..."... as well as "Heavenly Visitations..." ... "MIRACOLO..." ... and many of her Spiritual experiences... including many Miracles of Deliverance... throughout her long life... which more and more... she realizes... has been a most extraordinary one...

With her lifelong Guardian Angel Friend... Sent down from Heaven to Protect her... when she was only four years old... when He first Rescued her... from becoming kidnapped for the thriving Oriental Sex Slave Trade...! Then Rescuing her again... when she was actually kidnapped... when she was five... and again at seven... white skinned girls... with blue eyes and blonde hair... being a rare coveted commodity... throughout the Orient...!

Both "Seven Hells" and "Visitations" have been all written... but due to the necessity of having to exchange computers... because of their crashing... or becoming obsolete... with their different format setups... am now busy transferring everything to my latest... Farlan knows the name of it... the very sleek... large screen one with no cumbersome back protruding... which I simply adore working on...

Sitting in my wheelchair... in front of it... squinting... with only the use of my left eye... since my right eye... for the past ten years... has been totally useless... and still... by the Grace of God... looking much younger than 79 going on 80...! Even look younger than Blessed Farlan... who is 12 years younger... and whom God Insisted I marry... against my will... which momentous Event... you can read all about... in "Seven Hells" Part I ... "Ninety Days In March"... Chapters 1 - 7...!

Am adding you as my friend on very new Facebook... which please check out... for having been Receiving daily... to write a lot on it...

In the hope that you will also participate... by sending in your own unique... fascinating Spiritual experiences... of which am sure there have been many... over the long years... to be featured... exactly as you wrote it... on SUBUD Stories... your website... such as how you came to the Miracle of SUBUD... the significant changes in your life... during your 3 month Waiting Period... and your very first Latihan... etc. etc.

From your Inwardly Loving SUBUD sister Laura/Muftiah... in the hope that she will be hearing from you soon... and that you will follow our Beloved Bapak's directive... that all his SUBUD children... share their Spiritual experiences... to prove that SUBUD is real... and to keep Its Holy Light Brightly Shining... in this ever increasing... dark and violent world of ours...

From MATTHEW LEVI LEMBERGER... February 2 at 4:23am

Hi. Read your note and glad you are able to communicate so clearly. Emmanuel Williams is putting together a book about people's Experiences in the Latihan. If you don't have his email, write SUBUD USA and request it.

I'm in Delhi India at the moment. I'm so very glad that you have been writing. Try publishing in book form for free on LuLU.com

Best Wishes Levi

To LEVI/MATTHEW...

Thank you for your kind words of compliments and encouragement...

Checked with both Allah and Bapak... and their Guidance is that I should continue communicating with souls... exclusively on the Internet... to reach millions of frightened bewildered souls... those of whom... Worthy in the Eyes of God... Will Be Led to Bapak's Holy Website... www.subudstories.info and pewarta.us by His specially Assigned Angels... to be exceedingly Blessed by their Loving Creator... in Becoming Gloriously... Inwardly "Opened..." ... and "Awakened.." ... into the Miracle of SUBUD...

The three Angels Appeared to yours truly... to inform her... that the Holy Website would...:

"GROW... FLOWER... AND FLOURISH..."

Over the past three years... there have been millions of hits... and have periodically Received... in daily Latihans...: "HUNDREDS MORE SOULS NOW OPENED..." PRAISE TO MY HEAVENLY FATHER... ALLAH ALMIGHTY GOD...

What on earth are you doing in Delhi India... of all places...???!!!

Look forward to seeing your name on SUBUD Stories... sharing your Spiritual experiences...

Love in SUBUD... Laura/Muftiah

From DAVID ISA ROSAS... on Feb.1 2010 AT 10.57 pm

Till We Meet Again...

To all guests of FAST for Haiti

Hello Sisters, and Brothers,

I would like to express my gratitude for all who fasted, and those who supported us. You all have made such an impact not just on Haiti but also on the lives of many around the globe.

I've had the honor of hearing stories on how your efforts changed people's consciousness, and quality of life. This has inspired me in the future to create a group or/and events. I would love to hear your feed-back on these ideas.

I wish you love, I wish you heaven.

Till we meet again my beloved caravan...

"Happy the one who has become like us;
Who has become all surrender and contentment;
Who has become the pledge of love and madness;
Who has become a jewel in the sea of purity."

Jalaluddin Rumi

Whatever you do... or plan to do... dear Brother David... make sure that all your actions are Being Guided... by your Loving Creator... Beloved Bapak told his SUBUD children... that whenever we plan to do something... we should always put God in front... then if it is His Will... that we do it... Everything will turn out Perfectly... But if we do something... without putting God first... and it turns out wrong... we cannot blame Him...

Your SUBUD sister Muftiah wishes you love and SUBUD Heaven... till we meet each other in person there... in Paradise... truly indescribably Beautiful...

Beloved Bapak has also taken yours truly flying with him... up into the heavens to visit the many planets... such as Venus and Jupiter... explaining many things... about the different ways they worship God...

FOR FACEBOOK & FACEBOOK_LOG ON FEB. 2ND 2010

Let us all thank Beloved husband & SUBUD Brother Farlan... for his tireless efforts in painstakingly reproducing all of our Beloved SUBUD Father Bapak's Talks... from 1957 to 1987... now available on www.pewarta.us

In addition... Farlan has also compiled a long List of certain important Subject Matters... excerpted verbatim... directly from Bapak's Talks for easy access... Bapak says: "Ja Ja.... Very Happy...!"

To DAVID ISA ROSAS... Jan. 28 at 8:46am

FAST for Haiti

Thank you David...

What a true poem... about life... and its abrupt unexpectedness.. of which this trying to be humble to God soul... has experienced many... throughout a great part of her tumultuous... turbulent life...

She was an embarrassing... awkwardly too tall love child... despised by her exquisitely beautiful... imperiously proud young Contessa mother... conceived in shameful adultery... and yet Miraculously born... on the Holy Day of Easter Sunday... the joyous cry of "Miracolo"... spreading throughout all of Europe... with newspaper reporters from all over the world... coming to the Turin palazzo... to see the Miracle baby bambina for themselves... and naming her... Graziella... Little Grace of God...

Her ten years of growing up in the Far East... mainly in Japan... is fully described in her epic... "Shadow"... now offered to be read and enjoyed... and perhaps even be enlightened by... absolutely free of any charge... on the Holy website www.subudstories.info

Our Beloved SUBUD Father Bapak... whom Allah Almighty God Has Decreed... that he is the Father Of All Mankind... is very aware of his responsibility towards them... his children... and his Divine Mission... to spread SUBUD... throughout this troubled world... continues on...

Therefore... about 3 years ago... Bapak came down from SUBUD Heaven... to dictate important Messages... to his most willing SUBUD daughter Muftiah... for suffering... bewildered mankind...

And during one of Bapak's Heavenly Visitations... he requested of his SUBUD son... her genius computer expert husband Farlan... that the website be set up... claiming that it is the best media... to reach millions of troubled souls...

Her Beloved Bapak... would suddenly Appear to her... Youthful... and Full of Vibrant Energy... in the middle of her writing... working on either "Shadow"... or "Seven Hells"... although she knew... that when he passed from this earth... he was 87 years old...!

At two... she was physically fought over... by her real father... an elegant and graceful Englishman... and her Swiss stepfather... a robust Karate and Judo Black Belt Champion... many times over... who easily won the fight... contemptuously urinating on the defeated fallen body of his rival...

Am still waiting for a reply to the long letter I wrote you... and since so new to Facebook... and since I've writtten so many other letters... since... to other dear SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... in your case... did not realize... that I could have copied down... what I wrote to you... which am going to do with this one...

Did I tell you that already there was an attempt to kidnap little... already too tall Sera-chan/Graziella... for the thriving Oriental Sex Slave Trade... when she was only four... then actually kidnapped... when she was five... and again at seven... white skinned girls with blue eyes and blonde hair... being a rare... coveted commodity... throughout the Far East... and that her Guardian Angel Friend... always Rescued her...?

From your Inwardly Loving SUBUD Sister... Muftiah... In the hope that this Message finds you in a state of Inner Peace... Grace... and Harmony... with all those around you... and that she will hear from you... her dear SUBUD Brother David... soon...

From DAVID ISA ROSAS... Jan. 31 at 10:57pm

Thank you, Muftiah, for your letter :-)

Upon reading your letter, you stated that your waiting for a reply. Just to be clear, this is the only letter I got from you.

I wish you peace, and light. Take care.

from your Subud Brother,

David

To DAVID :-) - Feb. 1 at 8:26am

Am so new at Facebook... my first letter to you probably got erased... Anyhow thank you for responding to this one... and please be my Facebook Friend...

Praise Allah Almighty God... from Saturday to Monday... the All Friends List jumped up from 131 to 151...! Just like the beautiful Heavenly Butterfly Foretold... in a Dream... on the very first night of Facebook... that yours truly's would "Fly To Great Distances... And Do Much Good..."

So far... have had many responses from Russia... Indonesia... South America... and hits on subudstories from Federation of Russia... is way up there with hits from the USA... almost neck and neck...!

Beloved Farlan Received to set up a blog for me... also brand new experience... It is accessible at http://msubud.blogspot.com/

From HOWARD WALMSLEY... Jan. 31 at 6:56pm<

Hi Muftiah

Thank you for adding me - I assume from our mutual friends that you are a fellow Subud member? :-)

To HOWARD WALMSLEY... Feb. 1 at 9:51am

Please check out Muftiah Hateley Facebook... from which you can see from all the "What's on your Mind" Windows... of the past week... how 1,000,000 % plus plus plus... SUBUD... this humble to God soul... Inwardly Connected to... and Loving you... as your SUBUD sister is... dear SUBUD Brother... Howard...

Also check out www.subudstories.info where you will find a strictly SUBUD Kejiwaan Holy Website... requested by our Beloved SUBUD Father to be set up... as a perfect place for his SUBUD children to share their SUBUD Experiences... to prove that SUBUD is real... and to keep its Holy Light Shining Brightly... in this ever increasing dark and violent world of ours...

For instance share the fascinating story... of how you came to SUBUD... and about any significant changes in your life... during your 3 month Waiting Period... your Glorious Inner "Opening"... and "Awakening"... your very first Latihan Kejiwaan... when you were exceedingly Blessed to Receive the Great Holy Life Force of Almighty God... which forevermore... you can feel... Gently Vibrating inside your being... and which will never be Removed from you... as its Force... Guides you Perfectly... throughout the moments of your daily life... in all you think and feel and do...

Everything you send... dear Brother Howard... will be reproduced... exactly as you wrote it... with no editing of any kind...

Since our Beloved Bapak is the Father of All Mankind... his Mission to spread SUBUD throughout the world... still goes on... and the one way we... his SUBUD children... can help Bapak fulfill his Holy Mission... is to write about our Spiritual Experiences... which the fearful... bewildered troubled souls in the world... are longing to hear about...

These are special souls... who... found worthy in the Eyes of God... will be led to Bapak's Holy Website... by His specially Assigned Angels... to become Inwardly "Opened" and "Awakened"... into the Joyous Miracle of SUBUD...

On www.pewarta.us are all of Bapak's Talks... from 1957 to 1987... and my Beloved husband Farlan has made up a long List of important Subject Matters... excerpted from Bapak's Talks... for easy access...

Hope you enjoy everything that is offered on www.subudstories.info ... which includes short stories and poems by Farlan... and others... my epic "From The Shadow... Of The Rising Sun..." ... also Spiritual Odyssey... "From Seven Hells... To Seventh Heaven... SUBUD" ... and "Heavenly Visitations"... as shown in the Tables of Contents...

As for "MIRACOLO"... at the bottom of each Chapter page... you will find a Link to it... and there is much more to come... once everything which has all been written... gets transferred from old obsolete... or crashed computers to this final Microsoft Windows XP model... nice and sleek... and modern... with no cumbersome protruding back... which love working on...

In the hope that this Reply finds you in a State of Inner Peace... Grace... and Harmony... with all those around you... and May Almighty God Continue to Richly Bless you and your SUBUD Life... and His Host of Heavenly Angels Watch Over you.. Keeping you Safe from all harm...

From your Loving SUBUD sister Muftiah

FOR FACEBOOK & FACEBOOK_LOG ON JANUARY 31ST 2010...:

Good morning everyone... Just had another Heavenly Visitation from Beloved Bapak... Youthfully Alive & Full of Vibrant Energy... Come To Remind All His SUBUD Children... That Bapak's Talks Are Eternally Relevant... Because They Were Primarily The Words Of Almighty God... Given Directly To Bapak... To Give Voice To... Through Bapak's Purified Mouth... Whenever Bapak Was In The Presence... Of His SUBUD Children...

Messages Between RADEN ACHMAD & MUFTIAH...:

From RADEN ACHMAD...:

malang subud

To RADEN ACHMAD... at 7:49am:

ALLAH HU AKBAR...

Are you & Ridho Muhammad the same person? You show identical photos...! Would love to know all about your intriguing story...

And thank you so much for gracing my Faceook... with beautiful paintings of Angels... Who have been a great part of my long life... beginning with meeting my lifelong Guardian Angel Friend... in Person... when I was only four years old... when He Rescued me from becoming kidnapped... for the thriving Oriental Sex Slave Trade... white-skinned girls with blue eyes and blonde hair... being a rare coveted commodity throughout the Orient... then Rescuing me again... when I was actually kidnapped... when I was five... and again at seven...!

You can read all about my tumultuous life... of ten years growing up in the Far East... mainly in Japan... in my epic "From The Shadow... Of The Rising Sun..." ... which is now featured on the Holy Website www.subudstories.info

From your Inwardly Loving SUBUD Sister Muftiah... in the hope that this intimate communication between us... finds you in a State of Inner Peace... Grace... and Harmony... with all those around you... and May Allah Continue to Richly Bless you... and your SUBUD Life... and His Host of Heavenly Angels... Watch over you and your loved ones... Keeping you all safe from all harm...

From RADEN ACHMAD... January 28 at 4:10am

since I followed the subud.I felt all my life from the day to day always be with God.be like the rising sun always shining my way.and I think a whole life this always full meants.

From RADEN ACHMAD... January 28 at 4:11am

but until now I am yet not met the God

To RADEN ACHMAD... January 28 at 6:03am

Dear SUBUD Brother Raden...

Praise Allah that all your life... from day to day... you have felt... that you are always with God... like the rising sun always shining your way... so beautifully expressed... by your sensitive self...

Thank you for sharing your intimate feelings with me... your loving SUBUD sister...

Please do not be troubled... because you most certainly have met the God...

When your Jiwa (your Inner self... your soul) was very Blessed... to be "Opened" & "Awakened"... by Allah... Who Created you... He Put inside your "Opened" by Him being... you who are His Eternally Loved son... His Great Holy Life Force... which you should Feel inside you... all the time... like a gentle Vibration...

And it is this Great Holy Life Force... which Gives you Perfect Guidance... and Direction... for the hours of your life... Guiding & Directing you Perfectly... in all you do... and in all you think... and in all you say... that is... if you follow... whatever He Gives you... with a feeling inside you... of complete Trust and Faith in Him... your Loving Father... because He knows you... far better... than you know yourself... and Knows exactly what you need... and when you need whatever He Feels... to Bless you with...

So dear Raden... Allah Almighty God... Has Always Been very close to you... since He Created you... so He is all around you... and especially Inside you now... that you are living your life... the SUBUD Way... sincerely surrendering yourself unconditionally ... to His Perfect Will for you... as you worship Him... in your Latihan Kejiwaan...

Unconditionally surrendering yourself to Him... means that you will neither pray for... nor ask for... nor expect anything in particular for yourself... from Him... except that His Perfect Will Be Done unto you...

So you have met God... Raden... and are living in a very real... one-to-One... Raden to Allah... very intimate relationship with Him... from second to second... minute to minute... hour to hour... day to day... night to night...

SUBUD... is an abbreviation made up of 3 Sanskrit words... Susila... Budhi... and Dharma... describing man... in his relationship to God... his Creator...:

SUSILA means: the good character of man... in accordance with the Will of Allah Almighty God...

BUDHI means: the force of the inner self within man...

DHARMA means: surrener... trust... and sincerity... toward Allah Almighty God...

So SUBUD is the symbol of a man... or woman... who has a calm and peaceful Inner Feeling... and who is able to receive the Contact... with the Great Holy Life Force of Allah Almighty God...

So Raden... both you and I are SUBUD... as our Beloved SUBUD Father Bapak said... "SUBUD is you"...

From RADEN ACHMAD... January 29 at 9:28am

thanks misses muftiah for your inform have made me more to know and understood.about things that before not reallize.but I felt God inner my self sometime gave me the where way to be A wisdom.but I need more share with you.and thanks very much before.

To EMMANUEL ARONIE...:

Dear SUBUD Brother Emmanuel...

Some years ago... you spent a few days with us... here in Grand Bay Alabama... regaling us with your fascinating experiences of Opening up the Ukraine... which we understand... thanks to you... grew very rapidly... and is thriving beautifully today... remember...?

Already in the first week... have 125 Friends... many with Russian names...!

Am requesting you become my Friend also... on newly set up Muftiah Hateley Facebook... on which you can read all about Bapak's Holy Website... requested to be set up via Heavenly Visitations... to his most willing SUBUD daughter... to dictate important Messages to her... for troubled mankind...

This Holy website www.subudstories.info established about 3 years ago... is a venue for Bapak's SUBUD Children... to share their Spiritual Experiences... to prove that SUBUD is real... and to Keep Its Holy Light Brightly Shining... in this ever increasing dark and violent world of ours...

For instance... share how they came to SUBUD... any significant changes in their lives... during their 3 month Waiting Period... their "Opening" and very first Latihan... when they Felt the Great Holy Life Force of Almighty God... Gently Vibrating within their beings... as Divine Proof... that they Had Been Exceedingly Blessed... and that an incredible Miracle... Had Just Taken Place... never to Be Removed... for all Eternity...

In your case... you could also share your fascinating time in the Ukraine... Everything you send will be featured... under the umbrella... "Close Encounters... Of The Spiritual Kind..." exactly as you wrote it... with no editing of any kind...

Furthermore... and most importantly... on www.pewarta.us are all of Bapak's Talks... from 1957 to 1987... tirelessly reproduced by genius and computer expert Farlan... with the addition of a long list of certain important subject matters... excerpted verbatim from Bapak's Talks... for easy access...

You may be interested to know... that the epic... "From The Shadow... Of The Rising Sun..." ... which first page of the Prologue... moved you so deeply... is finally finished... and featured on the www.subudstories.info Holy Website... absolutely free of charge... and about which 3 Angels of God Appeared to yours truly... to let her know... that...:

IT WILL GROW... FLOWER... AND FLOURISH...!

My Spiritual Odyssey... "From Seven Hells... To Seventh Heaven... SUBUD..."...as well as "Heavenly Visitations..." ...and much more... are all finished... but due to computers becoming obsolete... or crashing... there have been delays over the past 28 years of writing... and everything is in the process of being transferred... hopefully to the final one... a sleek modern Windows XP model... which love working on...

But present Guidance... to write daily on Facebook... has interrupted that activity...!

However... "Seven Hells" ... Part I... Ninety Days In March... Chapters 1 - 7... are available... as well as Parts 1 - 3 of "Heavenly Visitations..." ... to be read... and hopefully newly enlightened by...

Furthermore... at the bottom of each Chapter page... is a link to "MIRACOLO" ... which describes some incredible Events... when yours truly was her Beloved Heavenly Father's most willing channel for Divine Healing... which ultimately led to a seven month long coma... because of all the impurities her body had absorbed... not yet being in SUBUD... and knowing nothing at the time... about Cleansing...

Looking forward to hearing from you... dear Brother Emmanuel... and may this very important communication with you... find you in a state of Inner Peace... Grace and Harmony... with all those around you...

And May Almighty God... Continue to Put that Happy Smile on your face... Blessing you and your SUBUD Life... and His Host of Heavenly Angels... Watch over you... Keeping you Safe from all harm...

Your Loving SUBUD sister... Muftiah...

P.S. On What's on your Mind... you can read about this morning's Heavenly Visitation... from Beloved Bapak... and his all important Message...

Am also reminded... of our Dearest SUBUD Sister Helper Supreme Ibu Rahayu's First Talk at the recent Christchurch Congress... of the importance for Bapak's SUBUD children... to read Bapak's Talks... and that they are not obsolete...

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